Startin' to Wonder

Current mood: angsty

Ugh. No, really, that's all I can muster. Sort of.

That little jerk is back at it again. I'll have to be vague here. Trust me, if you knew him you would want to.............. I am not going to go there. But I want to.

Diggin in when it isn't your place and saying things to hurt someone really prooves what kind of class A wanker you are.

You said it was because you wanted to say some things knowing you would never again have the chance. It isn't. The reason is that you want to stir things up all over again. You lay the blame on another when you were the one to throw all the stones. Say what you want, little turd, you started it and then you blame the one who was innocent in your little ploy and tell her hurtful things to make her second-guess herself and me. Yeah, me. That's right. Do you remember that I can get the cops involved if I want? I wont let go either. And, when it comes to bite, I can put yours to shame.

You say her allowing me to control her is what defines her. That's pretty profound for a child. Your reasoning is that she didn't "stand up" to me for you. Well, Junior, I'm the one with the uterus and the debit card and until you can produce both those items as well as a few other things, shut it. My parental involvement does not make anyone a bad person or a lesser person. Maybe the fact that you've never been expected to comply with effective and structured parenting shades your vision of the world. But, that is not my problem and I will not allow it to be hers either.

Here's the funny part. You could have let this go and moved beyond. You have chosen not to do so. OK, that's fine. But what you said, you said to be hurtful and then said there would be no way for her to contact you. Why would she want to contact you? And, what are you afraid of when you block her? The truth? You hurt her beyond belief. You made her question herself and made her feel as if she would have no friends if she weren't friends with you. Well, alot you knew, right?

I've said it before and I'll say it again: Love me or hate me, you still say my name.

Currently listening : Keep on Moving By Bob Marley Release date: 2003-12-09